Really cool picture and awesome that you managed to draw everything symmetrically.
I still try to figure out what the poppy seeds in the background mean. Baphomet, the god of dreams, mabye?
"Opium, desire or will?
Inspiration bound from an elegant seed
Subversion, through smoke I foresee
Erotic motions of lesser gods in ecstasy"
Poppy seeds - "Les fleurs du mal" - Baudelaire's book of poems, flower of dreams, cruel and powerful seeds, dominates over human mind and senses - whom can this plant belongs, except the Master of Black Flame?
I know this. I have the same problem. I have a regular work, 5 days a week, and after work I draw in the evening. But I couldn't live just by selling drawings or paintings. But there are so many ideas in my head which want out, but I have not enough time. So, it's not only because of ukraine I think, in Germnay you have the same problems with making Art.
Oh, yeah, "Les fleurs du mal", I love Baudelaire. Now it makes sense to me